May 2, 2009

Two good news.. alhamdulillah..

Posted in stories at 10:04 am by liyanamz

There were many things happened in the last two months and i was very busy till i got no time to write new entry..  a continuation to my last entry, i mentioned that im nauseated, fever, and having diarrhoea.. surprisingly those symptoms were my first sign of pregnancy.. alhamdulillah, after praying for 6 months since my previous miscarriage, Allah give me and my husband this good news.. i really hope that my baby will grow in the womb and will be delivered safely this coming November, insyaAllah..

During my first trimester of pregnancy, i still have another posting Paediatrics to do, and a big exam Final Professional Exam to face before i graduate as a doctor.. despite having occasional nausea, vomiting and episodes of loss of appetite, thanks to Allah, i still can  study well and another good news i pass the final exam and become a doctor.. alhamdulillah.

Few weeks before my final exam were the toughest moment in my life, and with great stress. All that i had learned for the past 5 years will be tested in few theory exams and will be determined by 2 hours clinical exams.. sounds a bit unfair isn’t it? but that was the fact that have to be face as a medical students in Malaysia…

I was labelled as a distinction students by my lecturers and friends because i did quite well in most of the postings during my studies.. and they placed a big hope that i will get distinction too in my final MBBS exam.. unfortunately, i got a case of childhood obesity which i dont know much about it.. i did’nt expect that out of so many things that i revised for the final MBBS exam, the one that i didnot read that well caught me in the exam.. but im very grateful to Allah that i passed the exam..because i know that im not that well prepared and getting a distinction is not my aim.. my aim is i want to be a safe and competent Muslim doctors, insya Allah.

Maybe there is a big hikmah why i dont get distinction, maybe i will become an arrogant dr and think that i am better than any graduates because i got Honours.. or something like that..

To all my juniors who read this, study hard during each postings especially when you are in the major posting in year 5 and during ortho Y4.. because 2 weeks for revision is not enough.. so start early..

To all my friends who pass, congratulations to all the junior Doctors.. see you guys on Oath taking ceremony this Monday.. for those who don’t, take the 6 months oppportunity to learn more.. maybe you will become a better dr than me.. i remember one of our seniors said, i may fly late but i may fly higher..

I would like to thanks all my teachers from Y1 until Y5 who have always support me and pray for my success. I really hope that Allah will bless you for your efforts and place you in Jannah.. insya Allah.

Lastly, thanks to my beloved husband for his endless support.

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